I Feel…the Waves of Grief

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I Feel...

That tsunami of love that is grief, wrapping itself around my chest, like a vice, stealing my breath…suffocating 

I Feel...

The cascade of love that is rage, erupting from my heart, swelling up in my throat like a volcano...burning

I Feel...

The waves of love that are anguish, pouring from my eyes, till my heart is swimming in the salty storm...drowning

I Feel...

The whisper of love that is surrender, knowing that my will can change nothing...there is no waking from this truth...exhausted

I Feel...

The softness of love that is stillness enveloping me, the softness of a butterfly kiss on my cheek, and the sound of hummingbird wings as acceptance and peace fill my heart...with a love that is forever...

...I Feel. 

~Freyja Inanna

*written weeks following the loss of my son by suicide, five days before his 21st birthday during pandemic lockdown.

Freyja Inanna

Integrative Mental Health Advocate, Psychosomatic Therapist, Trauma Release Facilitator

Location: Cranbrook, BC, Canada

My upbringing and early life, spent within the polygamist community of southern BC, Canada, has sparked a passion for freedom and healing and deep compassion for those still in their own healing process. 20 years experience as a RN and midwife have been the perfect preparation for the trauma work I do as I guide through the process of rebirth into authentic expression.

http://www.inannasanctuary.ca
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